I'm wide AWAKE

Psalms 6:6-7

I'm worn out with grief

Every night my bed is damp from my weeping;

My pillow is soaked with tears.

I can hardly see;

My eyes are swollen

from the weeping caused by my enemies.

This is what I experiencing

I cried and grieved but I didn't know my enemies

But I can see it now ,it's not the people around me but the voice of condemning inside my mind .

When I'm not close with God it has a chance to beat me down. It said I'm a child of evil I keep doing wrongs and will never change. But God knows it's not the truth, God knows I'm His precious child, God can change me. When I cry to the Lord my God, He will definitely help me to beat the voice inside my mind. He hates those wicked and violence idea, He will beat them all.