I still love, always...
You know what?
I still really love you, damn love you
Just the way I do stuff had changed
Through out the form 6 life, I actually want to hide myself from everything, I got no time to do this and that, and this year, it's hard for you, also hard for me you know?
It's so hard to meet you, you always say it as impossible, then I just 麻木了，I also think like Yeah, maybe it's really impossible
And we both busy ,and it's Ok we not talking anymore, Cos real friend won't be far away without talking ,I started to accept everything that happen in our relationship, though it's really hard for me, but I can just accept, I really don't know what to do when you ignore my message, it will make me think twice before I text you, and you know what? It make me feel so burden and worry to text you, just like today, you told me a lot and I know it's really from your heart ,it's really deep in your heart, but I really don't know what to reply you, can't just 安慰 you cos you will say I don't understand, then, anyway, the end it's like what I expected, you said you wasted your breath, I know you, I know you will say thing like this but it just damn pain inside of me, I can't just get over like this
I feel this pain because I think too much, I thought I know how to comfort you, how should I be when you're in need, but I'm actually not. I'm just not good enough, I don't have that ability to love you the way you want, I'm sorry, really sorry
I just hope that 1 time you will willing to talk to me again, you will feel like to talk to this stupid idiot me again, I'll always love you, just like I had been, quietly, silently, like I never exist, like I never care, like I never pray for you, like I never cry for what you been through...
I still really love you, damn love you
Just the way I do stuff had changed
Through out the form 6 life, I actually want to hide myself from everything, I got no time to do this and that, and this year, it's hard for you, also hard for me you know?
It's so hard to meet you, you always say it as impossible, then I just 麻木了，I also think like Yeah, maybe it's really impossible
And we both busy ,and it's Ok we not talking anymore, Cos real friend won't be far away without talking ,I started to accept everything that happen in our relationship, though it's really hard for me, but I can just accept, I really don't know what to do when you ignore my message, it will make me think twice before I text you, and you know what? It make me feel so burden and worry to text you, just like today, you told me a lot and I know it's really from your heart ,it's really deep in your heart, but I really don't know what to reply you, can't just 安慰 you cos you will say I don't understand, then, anyway, the end it's like what I expected, you said you wasted your breath, I know you, I know you will say thing like this but it just damn pain inside of me, I can't just get over like this
I feel this pain because I think too much, I thought I know how to comfort you, how should I be when you're in need, but I'm actually not. I'm just not good enough, I don't have that ability to love you the way you want, I'm sorry, really sorry
I just hope that 1 time you will willing to talk to me again, you will feel like to talk to this stupid idiot me again, I'll always love you, just like I had been, quietly, silently, like I never exist, like I never care, like I never pray for you, like I never cry for what you been through...
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