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Oh! Yesterday my teacher was angry with me! The teacher I like the most! I told her she write her question wrongly, she wrote exthene as ethane, she said I didn't tell in the exam, cos I never think that's a problem ah, I know the reagent condition is hydration for Alkene, and she wrote alkane, so I think this question is tricky, the answer must be no reaction, because it's alkane, so I choose ethane la, like no change from the question, I told her so and she said where got an answer state no reaction, she was angry ady but I can't just stop there ma so I said got ah! The answer should be A, ethane, no reaction.The her face was like going to explore and she said next question five!! Oh no, now only I know I just did a serious stupid thing, I was so sad, I was saying the truth, why can't she accept? Why she have to be that angry, that really break her image in me, but for her it's never mind, cos I'm just the stupid lazy sleeping student to her. Now I feel a bit sad whenever I think of her, should I laugh or not? Should I answer her or not? Should I ever say 1 more thing to correct her or not? But I really think that my friends all not dare to tell her, after that situation, she forgot to explain 1 question, I wanted to tell but I still so sad, so I didn't, I been waited, none of my friends dare to tell that she skipped 1 question, see, if don't tell the end will be like this la, we all don't know how to do question 11,but if tell, what if she angry again? This is Malaysia, no wonder we all not dare to volunteer or answer in any situation, cos we never being encouraged to do so, then here come the blaming, blame us not dare this not dare that.
Ai,I know I shouldn't be complaining here, cos I still like her, she still a very good teacher.
Ya, I failed my math, first time in my life
You can't understand how hard I been through, when I was in form 1,I wasn't good in math, I got 60++,then I go for tuition, after the tuition I managed to get 90++ and never go down,this is the only subject I can proud of, my teacher even tell me that my math is good enough, don't study math, go study other subject (of course this most probably because my other subjects really suck! ). Then when I was in form 4,when I meet add math, then only I know how much I love it, this was like the only fun thing in spm, and that time I really did my add math very well, and everyone know, people asking me and praising me, until it make me feel a little stress, but this made Ho cier Ho cier in that 2 years, everyone know, even my junior came to me and ask are you the 1 very good in add math? Cos I marked your paper before. You know what, I really really like this, this is the only subject I can tell I sure get A+,my only confidence.
But when I came to form 6,my math level was like normal, though still better than others ,but won't make me special, I know you must saying how come I so proud 1,how come I so 虚荣,but hey, this is the only thing lei! And then, this sem we changed teacher, a Malay guy, I really don't like him, not racist, but his laziness, so I refused to listen to his lesson, refused to do his homework, I know this is stupid, but I just so angry about him, and I'm lazy also la. Then my math got 70 marks for the first exam, I still feel it's OK la,cos still not bad ma, but then, I failed, I fell so hard, it's really hurt, but if this never happened, I think I won't think that I really have to work hard on my math. Thank God I failed now, so that I can kick the pride away and start to learn from the beginning now before I failed in stpm,really, though it's hurt, but it's worth, it wake me up from my dream.
So now can you understand my feeling?
Only got 2 girls really comfort me, say something maybe not so important but it's what I needed for that moment. I never know this girl can say such thing to comfort people, so it's good la I noticed her good. I'm not saying you, Val.
And, a bit sad la, I told you you just simply reply, I know this kind of attitude make you you la, but I still hope a little bit more from you. So, it's sounds like my fault hor? OK la, never put your thought on someone's action, it won't work. And she never change, this kind of attitude is what make her special, and you know it from the beginning, so, let it be la! Again, I'm not saying you, Val.
Wah ,this is like the longest novel I ever write! And I feel my thumb like become flat ady, lost it's beautiful body shape, OK la, good night.
2.11 am.
Oh! Yesterday my teacher was angry with me! The teacher I like the most! I told her she write her question wrongly, she wrote exthene as ethane, she said I didn't tell in the exam, cos I never think that's a problem ah, I know the reagent condition is hydration for Alkene, and she wrote alkane, so I think this question is tricky, the answer must be no reaction, because it's alkane, so I choose ethane la, like no change from the question, I told her so and she said where got an answer state no reaction, she was angry ady but I can't just stop there ma so I said got ah! The answer should be A, ethane, no reaction.The her face was like going to explore and she said next question five!! Oh no, now only I know I just did a serious stupid thing, I was so sad, I was saying the truth, why can't she accept? Why she have to be that angry, that really break her image in me, but for her it's never mind, cos I'm just the stupid lazy sleeping student to her. Now I feel a bit sad whenever I think of her, should I laugh or not? Should I answer her or not? Should I ever say 1 more thing to correct her or not? But I really think that my friends all not dare to tell her, after that situation, she forgot to explain 1 question, I wanted to tell but I still so sad, so I didn't, I been waited, none of my friends dare to tell that she skipped 1 question, see, if don't tell the end will be like this la, we all don't know how to do question 11,but if tell, what if she angry again? This is Malaysia, no wonder we all not dare to volunteer or answer in any situation, cos we never being encouraged to do so, then here come the blaming, blame us not dare this not dare that.
Ai,I know I shouldn't be complaining here, cos I still like her, she still a very good teacher.
Ya, I failed my math, first time in my life
You can't understand how hard I been through, when I was in form 1,I wasn't good in math, I got 60++,then I go for tuition, after the tuition I managed to get 90++ and never go down,this is the only subject I can proud of, my teacher even tell me that my math is good enough, don't study math, go study other subject (of course this most probably because my other subjects really suck! ). Then when I was in form 4,when I meet add math, then only I know how much I love it, this was like the only fun thing in spm, and that time I really did my add math very well, and everyone know, people asking me and praising me, until it make me feel a little stress, but this made Ho cier Ho cier in that 2 years, everyone know, even my junior came to me and ask are you the 1 very good in add math? Cos I marked your paper before. You know what, I really really like this, this is the only subject I can tell I sure get A+,my only confidence.
But when I came to form 6,my math level was like normal, though still better than others ,but won't make me special, I know you must saying how come I so proud 1,how come I so 虚荣,but hey, this is the only thing lei! And then, this sem we changed teacher, a Malay guy, I really don't like him, not racist, but his laziness, so I refused to listen to his lesson, refused to do his homework, I know this is stupid, but I just so angry about him, and I'm lazy also la. Then my math got 70 marks for the first exam, I still feel it's OK la,cos still not bad ma, but then, I failed, I fell so hard, it's really hurt, but if this never happened, I think I won't think that I really have to work hard on my math. Thank God I failed now, so that I can kick the pride away and start to learn from the beginning now before I failed in stpm,really, though it's hurt, but it's worth, it wake me up from my dream.
So now can you understand my feeling?
Only got 2 girls really comfort me, say something maybe not so important but it's what I needed for that moment. I never know this girl can say such thing to comfort people, so it's good la I noticed her good. I'm not saying you, Val.
And, a bit sad la, I told you you just simply reply, I know this kind of attitude make you you la, but I still hope a little bit more from you. So, it's sounds like my fault hor? OK la, never put your thought on someone's action, it won't work. And she never change, this kind of attitude is what make her special, and you know it from the beginning, so, let it be la! Again, I'm not saying you, Val.
Wah ,this is like the longest novel I ever write! And I feel my thumb like become flat ady, lost it's beautiful body shape, OK la, good night.
2.11 am.
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