It's really hard

sometimes it's really hard  to be human
I still remember that you said im inhuman to my dog
it's true sometimes it's really hard
especially when the made themselves full of s***
I try not to be angry I try so hard
 I hope that it  will never come out  again
 I hope that things will change but it never
it just become more serious every time
I clean I put my hope in them
I even pray for them but what I see is more dirty more serious let me feel like dying
I can't hold on anymore
may be it's time to separate is time to give up
I'm not able to give them my best
I can't take care of them so why should I keep them
maybe I should just let go and give them to a better man who love them and able to love them.
I'm really sorry
 I can't choose