Beh Song

Nothing to complain about, nothing to feel bad about

It's just an emotion

Came out of no way

A constant feeling of unhappiness 

Life's good, things are good, work is fine

It's just me, yes, I am the problem it's me

This is something I have to deal with myself

Cos no one on earth would/could deal with it except myself

有一种没有人可以接住这样的我的感觉

谁会爱我的笨，我的烦，我的无理取闹？

I think this is 内耗，trying to be someone that you think people would like

Sometimes you don't even realise you're trying hard to please people

Be 可爱的人

But the true monster within you will come out anytime

It will show its face no matter how hard you try to press it down

That's when you become your true self, an unlovable creature

But pastor would tell you God loves you no matter what

But God is like a lover, you need to constantly seek Him to know He's there.

Of course for most people that's not the case, but this is just what I am feeling now.

I am sorry, I am apologizing for my uneasy feeling and pathetic view of life

This is temporary, might not even be real, just hormone maybe

K, bye.