Christmas isn't Christmas

 So this is the year I'm not spending Christmas with my family.

I'm not watching any Christmas film or listening any Christmas song, I'm just sad and I want to feel nothing. I'm so sad I can't even think of what to do on Christmas day itself, I don't feel like celebrating at all. 

I like the Christmas farm from Taylor swift a lot but I'm not dare to listen

And the saddest part is I'm not going to spend Chinese New Year at home as well.

This year sucks 

Covid sucks

Life sucks