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It's been so long since I chat with her
I'm so scared of her sometime, she can read through me
True enough, she can tell that I don't have my own identity and opinion all the time
That's why I always answer IDK
And she's the first person truly, seriously ask about my 性取向
I been made fun of, but not asked this seriously before.
But my answer is also IDK
I wish to tell her I'm Les or I'm not, but I really don't know
But if you can read the past posts here, you can tell
I cared for someone so so much
I was hurt
Had joy and sadness
That's life, ups and downs
心痛的感觉
伤心难过
好久好久没为一个人那么伤心过了
If I'm really Les, will I tell her?
Do I wish to be with her now?
If I'm not, who I want to be with now?
God, tell me