你的话是把刀，只伤害最靠近你的人
How to make people like me ?
When I be with my roommate and friends do they really like me? Or the u actually feel annoying to me?
Should I follow them to go out ?
Should I take this job ?
How can I survive with 700++ until June ?
How can I avoid the sunlight everyday?
Someone have weak bones I want to buy milk for her but what if she doesn't drink milk ?
How many times I hang up my parent's call ?
Why I never spend time with God ?
How to concern about others ? What to say and what to do ? Buy cakes ? Call?
How to handle 7 ongoing events and studio project at the sem time ?
Why am I not studying ? What if I have test tomorrow?
How to save cost in daily life ?
When can I actually wash my clothes ?
What to buy for friend's birthday?
....
It's fair enough if you feel disappointed with me, cos I'm disappointed with myself everyday ,though I should do a lot of thing but I still not doing ,I still spend time on YouTube ,I'm letting down God,my parents, my love one ,my friends ,my teammate ,my study ,myself every single day. How can I do my best in every single thing ? I really don't know. God wants all of my time yet I'm putting everything before him, still thinking the people I love but not acting anything out. Life is hard to live still have to know so many people, build friendship and close relationship and scare of getting hurt or hurting someone. Can I say I'm tired? But I'm not doing anything well ,not even one thing, who am I to say I'm tired or busy ?
Sorry if you feel disappointed, but not acting doesn't mean forgetting ,smile doesn't mean happy, gathering doesn't mean building relationship, do everything together doesn't mean trusting ,going church doesn't mean feeling joy and energies , go cell group doesn't mean pouring out the deepest feeling inside, telling the truth doesn't mean find excuses.
When I be with my roommate and friends do they really like me? Or the u actually feel annoying to me?
Should I follow them to go out ?
Should I take this job ?
How can I survive with 700++ until June ?
How can I avoid the sunlight everyday?
Someone have weak bones I want to buy milk for her but what if she doesn't drink milk ?
How many times I hang up my parent's call ?
Why I never spend time with God ?
How to concern about others ? What to say and what to do ? Buy cakes ? Call?
How to handle 7 ongoing events and studio project at the sem time ?
Why am I not studying ? What if I have test tomorrow?
How to save cost in daily life ?
When can I actually wash my clothes ?
What to buy for friend's birthday?
....
It's fair enough if you feel disappointed with me, cos I'm disappointed with myself everyday ,though I should do a lot of thing but I still not doing ,I still spend time on YouTube ,I'm letting down God,my parents, my love one ,my friends ,my teammate ,my study ,myself every single day. How can I do my best in every single thing ? I really don't know. God wants all of my time yet I'm putting everything before him, still thinking the people I love but not acting anything out. Life is hard to live still have to know so many people, build friendship and close relationship and scare of getting hurt or hurting someone. Can I say I'm tired? But I'm not doing anything well ,not even one thing, who am I to say I'm tired or busy ?
Sorry if you feel disappointed, but not acting doesn't mean forgetting ,smile doesn't mean happy, gathering doesn't mean building relationship, do everything together doesn't mean trusting ,going church doesn't mean feeling joy and energies , go cell group doesn't mean pouring out the deepest feeling inside, telling the truth doesn't mean find excuses.
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