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Just want to type something, typing using the laptop is make me feel so different, haha!
Must record down!! Last week I Tuesday slept at 3 am then wake up at 9, Then slept at 4 then wake up at 8, then slept at 6 and wake up at 8!!!!! ALL AM TO AM YOU KNOW????!!! REALLY SUPER TIRED AH!!!!!!!
But submit liao jiu hao, though it's not good enough, but I think I had tried my best la.
The reward of working that hard was to have a free meal in Amanda's house in cell group!
Really so happy lei! Can go cell group, I felt so comfortable with those people, maybe because got Ivy also la, keep ask me zuo mo?! SOT SOT senior, but I know she really cares about others, still remember the 1st time I go church she was like keep asking me I ok ma, cold ma, hungry ma, used to here ma, want go toilet ma....... I was a bit shock la but really lo she asked everything because she really cares, she really wants to know, not just because she has to ask then only ask. This kind of human where to get o? So I purposely go and change cell group, a bit paiseh cos I don't want to let her know I like her so much ma, but then I really like her this much that I want go same cg with her lo!
Happy thing ends here
Now have to tell you the thing I learnt today, 别人有时对你好一点并不代表他要一直都对你好，也不代表他需要对你好， 不是什么东西有了一你就可以期待二的, 想想 got a bit sad la, but can't apply this to Sarah and Ivy! Cos they are so true!!! They are family in Christ!!!!
But then other people outside hor, can really don't hope too much, still remember you very good liao, can't trust all you know?! Sometimes they will say something make you feel so good then you become proud and don't know how to improve already, really dangerous you know?!
You are outside now! grow up a bit la don't be so naive la really, now I only want to save my nativeness for Ivy they only lo, now I understand why people have to put on mask everyday...
I have to say sorry if I failed to be a very true person, it's really hard, especially when the true me is not likable. So ironic I like Ivy because of her trueness but now I chose not to be true.
Maybe this won't last long la, maybe when I get used already or know how to survive already then I can put off my mask and be who I want to be.
Must record down!! Last week I Tuesday slept at 3 am then wake up at 9, Then slept at 4 then wake up at 8, then slept at 6 and wake up at 8!!!!! ALL AM TO AM YOU KNOW????!!! REALLY SUPER TIRED AH!!!!!!!
But submit liao jiu hao, though it's not good enough, but I think I had tried my best la.
The reward of working that hard was to have a free meal in Amanda's house in cell group!
Really so happy lei! Can go cell group, I felt so comfortable with those people, maybe because got Ivy also la, keep ask me zuo mo?! SOT SOT senior, but I know she really cares about others, still remember the 1st time I go church she was like keep asking me I ok ma, cold ma, hungry ma, used to here ma, want go toilet ma....... I was a bit shock la but really lo she asked everything because she really cares, she really wants to know, not just because she has to ask then only ask. This kind of human where to get o? So I purposely go and change cell group, a bit paiseh cos I don't want to let her know I like her so much ma, but then I really like her this much that I want go same cg with her lo!
Happy thing ends here
Now have to tell you the thing I learnt today, 别人有时对你好一点并不代表他要一直都对你好，也不代表他需要对你好， 不是什么东西有了一你就可以期待二的, 想想 got a bit sad la, but can't apply this to Sarah and Ivy! Cos they are so true!!! They are family in Christ!!!!
But then other people outside hor, can really don't hope too much, still remember you very good liao, can't trust all you know?! Sometimes they will say something make you feel so good then you become proud and don't know how to improve already, really dangerous you know?!
You are outside now! grow up a bit la don't be so naive la really, now I only want to save my nativeness for Ivy they only lo, now I understand why people have to put on mask everyday...
I have to say sorry if I failed to be a very true person, it's really hard, especially when the true me is not likable. So ironic I like Ivy because of her trueness but now I chose not to be true.
Maybe this won't last long la, maybe when I get used already or know how to survive already then I can put off my mask and be who I want to be.
床前明月光
疑是地上霜
举头望明月
低头思故乡
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