Thank God

God papa,really thank you lei me like this still can go local U
That time in form 6 keep thinking I can't even graduate,can't even have a sijil
But with lots of your blessing the darkest night in form 6 had past and I still alive
3.0 was actually super far away from me while I studying,my result was super lousy ,but God gave me 3 second chances that make 2.00++ to 3.00
I still remember the last repeat subject,I almost gave up ,at the very last moment you speak through my sis ask me to study ,at the end make it a perfect 3.0, I know God ,it's all your blessing, what did I done to deserve this ,I remembered how 颓废and 放弃 I was ,but God papa was holding me and never let me go

Now still you bless me with two offers ,so geng lei! In this time of choosing I really don't know how to choose ,I don't want to use my finger to simply choose one ,I want to follow your Will .I don't want to go just because I want to go but I want to go because you want me to go
I did some research about both courses, both a bit interested ,both will not die starving next time . I just want to tell you Lord that I'm ok and fine to go both ,but I wish I know your plan for me ,which one you want me to choose . At the first I very worry about the school environment living conditions, my future ,exams ,teachings. But Lord, now I know as long as it's the place you send me ,you'll take care of me ,everything is going to be fine .
Like what I always said in spm and stpm : God won't just let me die like this ,he'll provide me a way
So Lord, I'm waiting for you ,I can't see in which field and uni I can serve you more ,I need you to tell me ,I just want to say I'm ready to accept and follow your plan ,you know the best !
Have faith and go on .