Cny is a big temptation!!!!!!!
OK, first, gamble!!!!!!!!!!!
Last year I didn't play at all lei!! This year it's like 破工you know?!!!
大年初一, early in the morning my sis say faster faster we go and play ban lat (Oi,I remember you said Christian cannot gamble de lei!! ) then she said Rm 1 to her is not money ady, so it's not gamble = =
then my Bro beside said 阿儿还在那种不可以赌博的阶段勒, say with that kind of face some more, who say I can't play?? Then I end up with gamble the whole cny = =
[Actually also I want to play with my long time no see cousins la ]
Then hor, 大年初一 again, I really really want to buy new dress, Cos I got money ady ma, then I really want to buy something I can wear to school and church, then I die die want go lo, then my whole family go lo,but a lot of store in bukit indah not opened T.T and I feel so stress to buy clothes in front of my Bro... but I still buy la, I feel very bad lei that kind of die die want to buy feel, ai...being so sad because of dress on da nian chu yi, I feel I'm so materialistic.
Then I act very 大小姐 lo this cny, always want people to 迁就 me, very qiam pak....
And I suppose to study de!!!!! Didn't study at all !!!!!!!!! Didn't prepare for school also!!!! Didn't do what I suppose to do!!! Just want to have fun everyday! Didn't bath my dog also!!!!!
And then last night, my parents bring me to jb, I yuan ben want go terbau 1, then my dad said go KSL first, jie gou, 一失足成千古恨, we spend almost over thousand there! For me it's a lot la. My mum go buy that 晚礼服 I didn't really help her to see and search, I got take pic for my Bro and sis buy I didn't advise her at all, jie guo she bought 1 Rm 499 dress and go back my Bro said too extraordinary! Feel like waste money lo, and I bought also 1 hundred something, but I actually got dress ady, my sis quite angry lo, cos she yuan ben bought that dress she want to lend me for that day and but I didn't know and go and buy 1 more expensive dress T T . Feel so sad and useless I can't reject the salegirl.... we bought also a lot of other things besides the dress, all actually is not necessary to buy 1...
But my dad keep 安慰 me that the dress very nice worth to buy.
And then when we come back I want to wear that dress for them to see then my mum said why got red red there, Walao!!!!!! New 1 lei!!!!!!! Don't know how kena the invitation card red colour!!!! I so sad, tears automatically drop, then after that you know ady la, then today I go laundry want to wash, the workers told me because I washed ady so she can't help ady. What????! Can't help??!! New 1 lei!!!! Hundred something lei!!!!!! Hello!!!!! Are you serious?!!! Of course what really come out from my mouth was just it's OK, never mind T T
This time I really feel waste lo! My mum also feel her dress very waste, so sad, we spent so many money but can't be happy T T . But thank God just now I search online used some method now it's not obvious ady la ,but still very sad! White dress lei!
Ai.......
And then, why I feel so sinful this new year is I really put God aside in the whole new year lo. A lot of things I know cannot do but I always just ignore God, ignore the reminder, become more and more unhappy... I didn't even say happy new year to God.
Happy new year dear Father
Thank you for being here with me while I pushing You away, I know you still here and always will be, I know You love me so much, I want to change for you, be like you, but I always fall into temptation. I'm not a good girl, pls forgive my sin. I pray that you hold my hand so tight that I won't run away for you, I pray that in this sheep year I will be really good sheep that follow you here and there, all your instructions, all that you want me to do, want me to be. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
Last year I didn't play at all lei!! This year it's like 破工you know?!!!
大年初一, early in the morning my sis say faster faster we go and play ban lat (Oi,I remember you said Christian cannot gamble de lei!! ) then she said Rm 1 to her is not money ady, so it's not gamble = =
then my Bro beside said 阿儿还在那种不可以赌博的阶段勒, say with that kind of face some more, who say I can't play?? Then I end up with gamble the whole cny = =
[Actually also I want to play with my long time no see cousins la ]
Then hor, 大年初一 again, I really really want to buy new dress, Cos I got money ady ma, then I really want to buy something I can wear to school and church, then I die die want go lo, then my whole family go lo,but a lot of store in bukit indah not opened T.T and I feel so stress to buy clothes in front of my Bro... but I still buy la, I feel very bad lei that kind of die die want to buy feel, ai...being so sad because of dress on da nian chu yi, I feel I'm so materialistic.
Then I act very 大小姐 lo this cny, always want people to 迁就 me, very qiam pak....
And I suppose to study de!!!!! Didn't study at all !!!!!!!!! Didn't prepare for school also!!!! Didn't do what I suppose to do!!! Just want to have fun everyday! Didn't bath my dog also!!!!!
And then last night, my parents bring me to jb, I yuan ben want go terbau 1, then my dad said go KSL first, jie gou, 一失足成千古恨, we spend almost over thousand there! For me it's a lot la. My mum go buy that 晚礼服 I didn't really help her to see and search, I got take pic for my Bro and sis buy I didn't advise her at all, jie guo she bought 1 Rm 499 dress and go back my Bro said too extraordinary! Feel like waste money lo, and I bought also 1 hundred something, but I actually got dress ady, my sis quite angry lo, cos she yuan ben bought that dress she want to lend me for that day and but I didn't know and go and buy 1 more expensive dress T T . Feel so sad and useless I can't reject the salegirl.... we bought also a lot of other things besides the dress, all actually is not necessary to buy 1...
But my dad keep 安慰 me that the dress very nice worth to buy.
And then when we come back I want to wear that dress for them to see then my mum said why got red red there, Walao!!!!!! New 1 lei!!!!!!! Don't know how kena the invitation card red colour!!!! I so sad, tears automatically drop, then after that you know ady la, then today I go laundry want to wash, the workers told me because I washed ady so she can't help ady. What????! Can't help??!! New 1 lei!!!! Hundred something lei!!!!!! Hello!!!!! Are you serious?!!! Of course what really come out from my mouth was just it's OK, never mind T T
This time I really feel waste lo! My mum also feel her dress very waste, so sad, we spent so many money but can't be happy T T . But thank God just now I search online used some method now it's not obvious ady la ,but still very sad! White dress lei!
Ai.......
And then, why I feel so sinful this new year is I really put God aside in the whole new year lo. A lot of things I know cannot do but I always just ignore God, ignore the reminder, become more and more unhappy... I didn't even say happy new year to God.
Happy new year dear Father
Thank you for being here with me while I pushing You away, I know you still here and always will be, I know You love me so much, I want to change for you, be like you, but I always fall into temptation. I'm not a good girl, pls forgive my sin. I pray that you hold my hand so tight that I won't run away for you, I pray that in this sheep year I will be really good sheep that follow you here and there, all your instructions, all that you want me to do, want me to be. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
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