I can't tell

Can't tell this feeling inside
I can't tell anyone
Everyone also I care but doesn't care of me
So weird ah
You're the 1 I want to tell
But you're not the 1 who willing to listen
I don't know what is it now
Being ignore

Or should I just shut up and do my exam
Then everything will be fine
But my heart is hurt now, not that everything can wait until exam finished
I want to tell you I'm suffering now
I need someone to say I understand
But I can't find that person
Just now I talked about your name, it hurt me when I think of how you had forgotten me
I know I'm not needed right now, but is there really nothing to make you think of me?

Why I can't just be like you, don't think about you when you're not think about me
Focus on our own life and everything will be fine

But I don't believe this!
I think it's time for me to seek a spiritual mentor
I thought I have 2,but I lost them
Who can I find now?
Someone that will really care
Maybe it's really the time to live without you, not everything also you you you
I can do it, live on my own, don't have to tell everyone my feeling
The feeling in my heart no one can feel, tell also won't help
Maybe it's time for you to just keep quite
Quite
And quite...