与神同行
Years ago, I was still a little girl, I fell in love with Charmaine Sheh, 单方面 de la! Those days, I crazy about chat with other fans, want to watch every drama of her, proclaim that I love her in front of my friends, my family, though I know they'll laugh at me! Those that we shout every day I love 女人（her nick name by fans ）,then we said a lot 与佘同行！everyday what I hoped is to meet her in person!
Then year after that craziness, I came to know Christ, I know this son of God love me too much that He died for my sin, so I don't need to go hell ,I can say I love Him also but secretly, timidity hide it in my heart, like so scare other people ask and laugh at me!
Then hor yesterday yesterday in the conference 愿你国降临，in 1 song I heard 与神同行，then suddenly I realize something! Someone I thought I had put down but actually not! I remembered her, my idol last time! The first and the only 1,now I can said I can let her go, her life will never affect mine anymore, but the more important message behind this is, why can't I love God just as I love her?? Who she is? She just an actress and entertain me a lot, but who is Jesus?? He's the 1 who buy me back from the hand of Satan, who used His own body to block me from going to hell!without Him, I will suffer eternally in hell ! Do you know eternally? It's you suffer a lot, so pain, so cam, but you want to die also cannot die!
Jesus who is important like this, He can save everyone around me from going to hell yet I wanted to hide Him, not dare to show my love for Him?! What?! Ironically!!!!
I don't want to hide You anymore! Don't want to made You tire! God, I'm here for You to use, I had woke up!!!!
Johor must wake up! Malaysia must wake up! Don't disappointed God anymore! Malaysia for Jesus!! Let's not walk anymore but run!!!!
Then year after that craziness, I came to know Christ, I know this son of God love me too much that He died for my sin, so I don't need to go hell ,I can say I love Him also but secretly, timidity hide it in my heart, like so scare other people ask and laugh at me!
Then hor yesterday yesterday in the conference 愿你国降临，in 1 song I heard 与神同行，then suddenly I realize something! Someone I thought I had put down but actually not! I remembered her, my idol last time! The first and the only 1,now I can said I can let her go, her life will never affect mine anymore, but the more important message behind this is, why can't I love God just as I love her?? Who she is? She just an actress and entertain me a lot, but who is Jesus?? He's the 1 who buy me back from the hand of Satan, who used His own body to block me from going to hell!without Him, I will suffer eternally in hell ! Do you know eternally? It's you suffer a lot, so pain, so cam, but you want to die also cannot die!
Jesus who is important like this, He can save everyone around me from going to hell yet I wanted to hide Him, not dare to show my love for Him?! What?! Ironically!!!!
I don't want to hide You anymore! Don't want to made You tire! God, I'm here for You to use, I had woke up!!!!
Johor must wake up! Malaysia must wake up! Don't disappointed God anymore! Malaysia for Jesus!! Let's not walk anymore but run!!!!
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